rock bottom..

so..people say you are at your worst when you hit 'rock bottom'..i on the other hand disagree..i think you are at your worst when you are in the middle of bliss and naively unaware that your grasp on reality has slipped through your fingers...that is when i believe you are headed for disaster..

snoozin at convention (a lightweight blog)

So my buddy told me he took Benadryl right before the drama at the convention and I basically went on a rant...and thought it made some sort of sense (try saying that 5x fast)...so I'm going to share it with the world...here goes it...

Him: "So like an idiot today i took 2 benadryl right before the drama at convention. That was fun."

Me: "LOL wow..that's not too smart..why did you take Benadryl?"

Him: "Allergies were crazy and I was snorting and sneezing and sniffling all day.  When it's quiet in the convention that's no good."

Me: "Haha..yea..that's awkward...Almost as awkward as when you fall asleep from taking Benadryl and your head suddenly bobs down quickly and you wake up hoping no one noticed. When in actuality, everyone and their mama noticed, and their silently hoping there is some sort of funny part in the drama so they can laugh at 'it' when they are actually releasing the laughter from watching someone just totally snap their neck from falling asleep and trying to play it off as if it never happened.  Not to mention, being very happy it was not them this time.. Meanwhile, people who saw you, and their mamas, are all now distracted, because, instead of paying attention to the already-hard-to-pay-attention-to drama, they are now waiting for the inevitable moment of that person who took Benadryl to bob their head forward once more.  And maybe, just maybe, the moment will climax when that person..dare I say it..snores!  And then when/if that happens, then, they can for sure L.O.L., without waiting for a rare comedic part in the drama, because it is absolutely obvious that someone else has definitely, probably, seen/heard this not-so-silent embarrasment at last.  So good job of distracting a bunch of people from getting their annual intake of spiritual food! Way to go Sniffles!" ;)

P.S.: After re-writing this, I see how it may have come across as somewhat sarcastic, harsh and maybe a tad rude...but I think it's safe to say that this scenario has happened to just about everyone.  I just got a bit carried away w/my story line...

a moment in time..

It's absolutely amazing to me how one can be in a moment...in the entirely same place, having the same exact conversation w/the company of their choice in yet living an entirely different moment.  This idea was a random thought I had as I was in my home town of Sacramento.  A place some might find boring, uneventful, even dull.  But in my lifetime, I've experienced more joys, heartache, dissapointment, suffering, surprises (good and bad) and acquired essential life skills in Sacramento..this uneventful, dull town...a city to me in which I can have a cup of coffee at a local coffeehouse and feel so much bliss while the company I may be experiencing that moment with may be on a whole other level of emotion. They may be thinking about what they are going to have for dinner, while I, on the other hand, may just have seen an old high school friend, or acquaintance (seeing as I never set out to make friends in high school)...and may be reminiscing in my own subconscious about that one time when I skipped that one class on that one rainy day and never got caught...

It's just amazing how on the other hand, the person I am in company with, may be involved in the same conversation as I am..and indulging in the same blissful cup of joy, that is, of course, probably, something involving espresso...(unless your name is chandani, and you stick to your assortment of herbal tazos or the ever-so-exciting hot coco)..and that person may just be thinking something totally different...
and of course this is my first blog..so if at any point in this one-way conversation I stop making sense (which may have happened after the first sentence..but I really don't mind:), you'll have to forgive me.

And although this blog may never be read by any human being who cares, I'm already noticing how much I enjoy this thing called blogging...It's nice to be able to express myself...I seem to not be able to do so in the actual avenue of speaking.  I'll just go ahead and blame that on this era I regretfully am forced to claim as the technology era...I find it so much easier to express myself in forums such as these...but I suppose I'll have to work on that...anyways..that tis all for now! :)